Climbing the walls, crossing things off the list
My life list contains things that I say that I want to do at some point before i head off on the last big adventure. Today I was able to cross one of those items off it when the kids and I went indoor rock climbing. I have a vague fear of heights, and a bigger one of not being in complete control in dangerous situations. But the biggest fear I have, is the fear of making a complete arse out of myself. Today I had to confront all three, and all at the same time. 30 feet off the floor, hanging onto tiny hand holds, slipping fingers caused by the sweat of fear on my hands, and a thin rope. Scared? It does not even begin to explain the intensity of emotions.
But I conquered them all, and I have the blisters (and the photos to prove it).
Now I'm not saying that you have to confront your fears like I did, but unless you are willing to inspect them occassionally - you will never do anything new. And if you're not willing to do anything new - Well you know what tomorrow and next week will bring - and whilst it's good to have a certain amount of certainty in your life, it's hardly worth getting out of bed in a morning is it?
(MMM1)


April 15, 2007 at 15:10
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